Missy Rae: Update

Hello fellow bloggers & blog readers:

It's been two months and I have yet to post a new blog on my blogspot, so I thought I'd update you guys as to what Missy Rae has been up to these past few months.

Ever since my last blog, I've pretty much matured a little bit more. I've tried to learn how to control my anger, but sometimes you just can't help but express your feelings, correct? Over the course of three months, I've pretty much had unexpected mood swings here and there. Life has been quite complicated-- but I think I'm getting through the hard times.

It's actually funny because I've started to write in a diary and honestly, as cliche as it sounds, it has really been working. There are times when I begin to give up, but when I remember what I can and will accomplish throughout life, I pick myself up, even if there isn't anyone there to pick me up. I mean I've been having to anyway.

No one has really been there to comfort me; I've even turned somewhat religious again and started praying almost every night. It sucks knowing that I'm in this life alone-- yes I have family and friends, but no one understands the pain and hurt I feel deep inside my heart.

Either way, I'm keeping my head up and really just trying to get as involved in school as I can to take my mind off of the negativity that keeps trying to swallow my heart and mind.

I'll blog about the details later and maybe even write a book about my life experience (; Thanks for reading-- at least someone cares to know how I feel; sad that it has to be over the internet though.

Sincerely,
Missy Rae